ages.

only if i knew, being adult is really difficult. having majority and more times to live in will be very hard for me. i wish i will always be a kid.

and i go back to my childhood, i was a shy girl who doesn't really speak much. hiding from everything, and never confront what's in my head. it wasn't really good for me too.

this whole progress just to create me become somebody.

i really don't know which part that i want to stay. but the reality, today is needed to be done.

i'm too scared for the future. i don't want to see anyone or anything. 

maybe or for sure, i'm not worth to be with anybody. i can't take or even give anything. where's my angel?

i'm getting old, by the times won't stop.