MD

 hello people,

how have you been now? anyway i have finished my study, finally. it was very amusing, exhausting and also amazing. since being a doctor had been my dream this whole time, i have done it now. 

how am i feeling?
great, but afraid. all i know is i still need to study a lot but i have to be ready for the reality.
i hope, every patients that i'm about to help, i can handle it with the best way i can and nothing really bad will happen. i hope, i can be a very good doctor. i hope i didn't just waste my whole time.

time flies so fast, we are growing up, getting older and face the world.
honestly, i'm not ready yet for everything. for be a doctor, be a grown up. isn't those too much for me?

what's next, anyway?

having a new life, new people and new everything in anything. i'd love to.
but the life i have today is too comfortable, makes me want just to stay, even longer.
i feel like i don't want to meet the new people, only what i have now is enough. 

but, is enough will be best for me?

this too comfortable thing isn't really working. so, one more month. 
i have to be ready, no. 

i am ready. 
to learn, meet, experience new thing with new person.

one more month, untill 25....

bismillah.