dear my love,

i might never imagine this will happen to me

and i don't know how could i be this far

i have no idea how to love someone before

you taught me and let me feel everything

then for all this time, i felt so blessed

being so thankful and i might tell it always

i let you to know how much i love you

i let you to be the most important and precious person i ever had

i let you to hear every beautiful words that comes right inside from my deepest heart

i let you to feel my soul completely

i let you to rule my purest heart 

i let you to be pride and loved with all the imperfection inside us

i let you to be my one call away and almost

unfortunately,

loving you more than you could love me will bring tears to me, an unknown sadness, and an empty soul..

just because you have no idea how to appreciate me the way i want to be praised

what is left now is being exhausted, for me

as the result, i let myself love you more than my own self

it's not that you don't love me

it's just i love too much and too deep 

and one lesson i can take is,

no one can ever save your soul except you

i'm not doing that anymore

hoping on someone else..