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hi, maybe this is the time for me already.

everybody deserve to get heartbroken, i thought i will never get this kind of feeling. but honestly, i ever asked myself before.."is it true? maybe i will get my heart broken, one day" and i was waiting for it.

didn't expect, didn't realize... 

i think i have a broken hearted now.

and it hurts so bad.

it's the worst, especially because i can't tell this to my most recent priorities people. because this shit is super shitty.

i probably, if i could change the condition and go back to the time where i started it, i wish i would not let it come through.

but, i did.

i was a fool, i guess.

i've fallen too far, and this is really killing me.

and maybe, maybe if i was wrong again oh please.....please i don't want to stay anymore.

this is too much, too long.

i thought 2019 been the hardest year for me since about postpone everything.

2020 is the worst.

the worst.

can i please erase you from my memory? my heart? well, it's impossible to get rid of you from life, but i think i was stuck for a moment.

honestly, i can't blame anyone but me.

but i more honestly should not blame me.

i wish this will be over soon.

i need a guide.

why do people fall in love and get hurt? 

why do people get broken heart and take it as a lesson?

they say it's better to have loved and lost

than never to have loved at all

really?

really, mate?

this whole feeling is so stupid.

i am stupid, to let him in.

dear you,

was i stupid to love you?

was i reckless to help?

was it obvious to everybody else?

that i'd fallen for a lie?

you were never on my side.

fool me once, fool me twice.

Are You Death or Paradise?

so, good bye my almost lover?

good bye my hopeless dream.

i'll be trying not to think about you.

can't you just let me be?

so long my luckless romance.

my back is turned on you.

should have known you'd bring me heartache.

well, Almost Lover Always Do.

Congrats tasia, you experienced new thing. 

next, no more almost lover.

we'll find the real one.

yeah?