why do i hate ghost?

first of all, i’d like to ask anyone who might read this, don’t you scared of ghosts?

yea, ha who doesn’t????????

it has ver scary look, very scary voice, very scary step, o m g. why would i have to write this in the middle of the night?:)

everything about it is scary, and yea scary.

that’s it. we do not need so much reason for asking why would be scared of Ghost?

and second of all,

i have some experiences. and that was way too scary to be true, at least for me.

if i just could

so when you just tearing up apart the life of yours and maybe you need someone to rely on, and maybe this is the year of it. we never be so sure about things. but are you?

do you read this? do you hear those?
i want to be relieved, to be found
and maybe if i just could if i just could

there, are you there waiting?
what do you want to say?
what will you do for it?
will you just be gone?
why would i keep staying?

so, maybe things are a little need some credits
maybe you are just not ready
maybe i have to being sober
show me the way, show me the way

do you read this? do you hear those?
i want to be relieved, to be found
and maybe if i just could if i just could

i know, i just can't say no more
i can't stay too long
i know, things will be different in a minute
but i can't keep the promises

darling, so this going to be alright, is it?
take my soul or help me
darling, will this going to be alright?
again, take me or lead me

do you read this? do you hear those?
i want to be relieved, to be found
and maybe if i just could if i just could
only if i just could...

maybe.

maybe life isnt boring at all. it is so much fun but i am just not there. this is the time to get rest. and you know, having rest all day all week all month. so i have to be ready. and thankful. for the time for resting and have some space to have this.

life isnt boring at all. 

those rolling coaster is actually waiting in about 2 months. so, have fun tasia. 

have fun.

have fun.

and when you’re ready, you will be ready.