why do i hate ghost?

first of all, i’d like to ask anyone who might read this, don’t you scared of ghosts?

yea, ha who doesn’t????????

it has ver scary look, very scary voice, very scary step, o m g. why would i have to write this in the middle of the night?:)

everything about it is scary, and yea scary.

that’s it. we do not need so much reason for asking why would be scared of Ghost?

and second of all,

i have some experiences. and that was way too scary to be true, at least for me.

so, since i was a kid i always being afraid of ghost in the tv or whereever it goes. and one day, i become teenager.

it was junior high school, and i was in scout group. which means i have lots very lots of activities that will drown me to be very extremely tired. if you one of boy scout, you will understand.

so, for me i also join the competition which is make it harder, and making me even more tired than today. oh really trust me.

canping, jogging, running, studying, fighting, yelling, and things at the same time and you have to keep it safe and staying and be the winner. what a preassure:)

but it was fun.

and in that case, i experienced sleep paralysis. lucky me, being a medical student now i understand why. but, still the memories never actually gone. 

i experienced it like not for only one time, it was tense and lot. like everyday. everyone said, because it was ghost activity. but guys, that was actually psychology phenomenon which could happen when you are extremely tired.

but for me, it was horror experience. once, i was very tired and sleep on my bed and i just can’t wake up, i feel like i see someone standing right beside me, which was a woman who has you know:) i can’t keep go on. the conclusion is, i was breathless, can’t move and so scared. someone have the look at me feels like want to kill me. i don’t what happen but i was trying so hard so hard to wake up. i thought i already awake and call someone out there. but guess what, nothing really happen. iy happen so many time in quite long duration. i have to control my body but my brain already awake it was so intense. and i started to imagine scary things. i know, nowdays it was only the phenomenon of sleep paralysis. 

but, really.

i can’t say no more, i can’t stay no more.

i do believe in ghosts are real. 

but, no horror life please:)