LOST

Have you ever feel lost?
for some reason, you will feel gonna lose something you have today.
but one day, you have this kind of feeling that you will lose something for no reason.


i don't know what i'm going to lose or lost.
but i thought i just lost my mind.

for a moment, i lost it and keep thinking losing it.
untill today, i always wanted to say that i am done.

but i never be done.
there's always at least an excuse to keeping me back to the worst scenario.
to something i have no idea.

i always coming back to you.

i can say, this is insane.
this is so crazy.
now i believe, it's not you guys who have issues.
but it was me. it is always me.

i never feel good, and satisfied.
my satisfication never been enough.

and here i am,
being messed up.

all i need now is a lullaby.
for world.

i say,
la vie en rose.

and for my very last song that i'd like to hear at the end is only a melody to feel safe and sound.
and eventually, i will fly like a flamingo.