08/04/2014

Dear My Smile,

gaktau mau nulis apa gue. tapi pengen nulis aja sih, gak pake alasan. hihihi

jadi gini.

hmm

yagitulah pokoknya.

agak gak penting emang, tapi yasudahlah suka suka saya dong ya saya yang punya yakanya?

gapunya cerita.

atau nyanyi aja deh bareng saya. kalau tau liriknya dan gimana lagunya lo boleh kok teriak teriak sambil nyanyiin ni lagu. atau lo mingkem aja nyanyi dalem hati, tergantung kamu maunya gimana sih, aku ngikut aja. ya berhubung yang tau lagu ini cuma saya, mella dan icha ya jadinya yang bisa nyanyi lagu ni ya cuma mereka dan saya sih ya. kalau kamu terlanjur kepo, ya kamu ngadep aja ke cermin terus liat gimana muka kamu kepo nya tingkat apa, kalau tingkatnya melebihi kapasitas ntar saya pikirin deh solusinya buat elo (sebenarnya mau bilang, "lo ngadep cermin ajadeh terus nyanyiin lagu cindai" tapi agak merinding aja gitu). udah tugas saya buat nyariin solusi, siapa tau dibagi tip lumayan lah saya lagi bokek. tapi sebelum lo bercermin, lo mikir dulu. peluang pecah kaca lo berapa, gue gak mau ya beliin elo cermin baru cuma buat mecahin dia lagi kasian kan ya? wkwk 

ya cukup. okeh jadi gini.......................

saya harap kamu mengerti, ntar kalau lo ngerti selamat aja deh.

kalau gangerti, ya gpp kok. :)

I LOSE BREATHING AT THE MOMENT
MUSING HURTS INSIDE THE BRIGTH

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS THE REAL

LOSER IN MY OWN PLACE

COUNTING WIRES I'M BLEEDING

DISSAPEAR BECAUSE OF TIME

THE LIMIT'S ALREADY DONE

BRING THEM TO FOREVER

IT IS MY HEARTBEAT

EVERYTHING GIVING THE SOUL

IT'S ALL MY PULSE

TAKE IT WITH THE LAUGH

I NEED THE MELODY

TO COMPLETELY, PERFECTLY, HARMONY INSIDE MY SONG

THEN EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT

THE COOL LYRICS, SO WE CAN SING WE CAN DANCE

CAN GO WHEREEVER IT TAKES

WHEN YOU BURN ALL THE SINS

STRUGGLING OVER LIMIT

GOING THROUGH THE FULLNESS

MISTATE OUR LOST WORDS

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE

TO FEEL INSIDE THE FIRE

REALLY DON'T NEED TO FIGHT 

I ONLY NEED TO FACE

IT IS MY HEARTBEAT

EVERYTHING GIVING THE SOUL

IT'S ALL MY PULSE

TAKE IT WITH THE LAUGH

I NEED THE MELODY

TO COMPLETELY, PERFECTLY, HARMONY INSIDE MY SONG

THEN EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT

THE COOL LYRICS, SO WE CAN SING WE CAN DANCE

CAN GO WHEREEVER IT TAKES

intinya,

LO JELEK KAYAK MONYET :)

wassalam,

tasiaarl

12 MARCH 2014, WEDNESDAY

sometimes you just feel like don't know what to do.
when somebody come and you have to do something.
you get the point, completely.
but you just can't.
it's kind of a hardship thing.
well,
all i want to do just want to make them happy.
no matter if i'm not or what?
i realize that i can control myself.
my emotion.
sometimes, some people just can't do that.
but i can convince myself when i'm down.
so....
please, just be happy...

that's all.

22:52-23:42 08/03/2014 Saturday

DEAR MY SMILE,

THIS IS JUST A RANDOM WORDS

okay?

coz i don't wanna fall in love

if i ever did that i think i'd have a heart-attack

once upon a time a few mistakes ago

i was in your sights you got me alone

you found me you found me you found me

but when it comes to you i'm never good enough

i guess you didn't care

and i guess i liked that

and when i fell hard

you took a step back

without me without me without me

but you make me wanna act like a girl

paint my nails and wear high heels

yes you make me  so nervous 

and i just can't hold your hand

you make me glow

i knew you were trouble when you walked in

but i cover up won't let it show

i flew me to places i never been

so i'm putting my defenses up

coz i don't wanna fall in love

if ever did that

now i'm lying on the cold hard ground

i think i'd have a heart-attack

trouble trouble trouble

maybe you thought life is something that make you feel in so many ways. like sad, happy, angry, upset, dissappointed, even frustasted. isn't it great?

well, just close your eyes the sun is going down, you'll be alrigth no one can hurt you now, come morning light you and i'll be safe and sound --> Safe And Sound

life is wonderful.
think it.
feel it.
got it.

i just have no idea what to do. when you're just in a condition like don't know what to do, i advice you to close your eyes and think the best memory that you ever had.

yesterday, i just watched a movie with title "The Impossible" this film was really moved me. based on best stroy, i really thank to god that i never had that experience. and i wish i will never had one.
i'm just scraed.
you should watch it, someday.

and........what else?

or we should just fly like a flamingo?
when you're in confussion, don't know what to do?
when you're dying of people?
when you just pushed up all of your buddies?
when you just want to shout as loud as you can to show people?
so why don't you just fly like a flamingo, flamingo... its wings flutter on the rainbow, or let it sleep like an owl? at the sun --> Like A Flamingo

sometimes, when you lose in confussion you can create anything what you want.
when your imagination just turn on.
when your silent just become words.
when your wishes just come true.
when you imagine it, any-impossible-things could happen.
even your head burns, your mind rolls, but just hear the voice......
that melody voice

i need the melody to completely, perfectly, harmony inside my song. then everything's alright the cool lyrics so we can sing, we can dance, can go whereever it takes --> whereever it takes

i will lead you there because....

i'm on my way to believing☀

...and you're amazing just the way you are ♥

midnight☀

EVERYTHING'S JUST GONNA BE NEW FOR ME START FROM THIS SECOND...

Everything...

so lets start this~ 

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

i'm just ready!

for whatever that things, i'm ready as titanium :)

then i can enjoy every little things in my life ♥

Tuesday, 17, DECEMBER, 2013

HEY PEOPLE!!

long time no see everybodeeh just like this.

i feel like i want to write again, just need to make all the things feel better.

well, it is 2013, and it's gonna be 2014. life. it's going too fast. i'm almost alive in this year. i have a lot of experiences, some troubles that can bring me to be just be right now!

by writing everything's gonna be alrigth. well, for me, writing is something when you think about some words to be a sentence 'till you make it become a paragraph. you just made it all. and you like that way. that's for me, how about you? i just wrote every words and sentences i'd like to write. in fact, you can't blame me. this is my way to tell people about the world.

well, let me tell you a thing about what i want to tell you.

WE ALL ARE DIFFERENT.

there is no personal. that thing just came out to my mind, and that's gonna be our topic this night.

difference.

the differences between us, human, are so many things. there are girls, boys. kids, adult, teenager. i am a teenager. and we, as a teenager learn so many things at this age. i learned to respect, to be brave, to ready, to be wise, to love. wkwklol

=)

well, in differences, there are bad and good thing.

i am different with you. you are different with me. so? hah. i don't know what i am talking about.

but, many people think that life's gonna be end someday. and that is true.

so, why should we're still arguing about the differences between us? we're all gonna die. face it.

face the differences between the more and the less. we never know about what'll happens in the future. but, we all know, that death will come to see us. 

SO, WHY DON'T YOU JUST HAVING FUN WITH THAT DIFFERENCES? 

WE LOVE THAT DIFFERENCES THINGS =)

WE CAN MADE IT FUN.

at least, i have a sentence to you :

"DON'T WAIT FOR A PERFECT MOMENT, BUT TAKE THE MOMENT AND MAKE IT PERFECT" =)

have a nice day, people~~

THURSDAY, 13, JUNE, 2013

OKAY. EXAMINATION IS A HORRIBLE THING EVER! :') 

gini, jadi tu ya saya adalah siswi man 2 model pekanbaru dan berkelaskan X IPA 2 yang katanya gak jadi berjurusan kelas satu semester dua ini, jadi berubah nama jadi X.2. bukan masalah nama kelas nya apa atau bagaimana. masalahnya, kami tetep belajar ips. ya...TETAP BELAJAR MATA PELAJARAN IPS!!!! =')

bukan masalah sih waktu belajarnya.....gak masalah sama sekali :') tapi.....sekali lagi saya bilang saya bersekolah di man. MADRASAH ALIYAH NEGERI. gilak, itu mata pelajarannya BANYAK. mata pelajaran agama.......nya. belum lagi KAMI ALIAN "SAYA" yang masih kelas satu yang masih bayang-bayang ipa harus belajar mata pelajaran ipa dan ips. bukan masalah belajarnya....UJIAN nya :)

IYA. jadi anak SMA lainnya ujian dari senin sampai sabtu. kami dari rabu sampai sabtu depannya lagi :) SEMBILANBELASMATAPELAJARAN ujian dalam waktu SEMBILAN HARI. okeh. 

sekarang saya sedang memberontak. iya berontak...

B-E-R-O-N-T-A-K

berontak gak belajar di hari-hari terakhir menjelang selesainya horrbile thing ini.

:)

BUAHAHAHAHAHA :'D

"when all the things feel fall apart, just laugh."  

- Tasia Rozakiah L

Saturday, 13 april 2013

Dear my smile,

okay. ini gue dan liburan.    
mungkin beberapa orang bakal teriak riang dengar kata liburan atau ada yang langsung lemas. tapi sebenarya liburan itu sesuatu yang abstrak. bisa jadi hari ini lemes atau besok seneng. kan abstrak kan? yaudahlah gak usah dibawa susah. selow bro. jadi gini, saya perjelas.
ini liburan dan kita gak ke sekolah. yaudah. yaaauuddaaaaaah terus kenapa?

ni ya sampai ada baca berita seorang anak membunuh ibunya karena gak di ajak liburan? gila nih anak. gak etis. terus kalo gak liburan kenapa??? lo bakal mati terus lo bunuh mak lo? nyesal kan? mau nangis kan? nah tu... kasian....
kadang remaja labil zaman sekarang tingkat kelabilanya melebihi batas alay.

ini udah di luar batas rasional. kita butuh keadilan. kita butuh kebahagiaan. hidup emang berputar. kayak gue aja ya bulan lalu masalah tu datang bertubi-tubi, kegiatan kejar-kejaran semuanya. kayak yang sibuk kegiatan disekolah lah, batre p, belum lagi kalo mau les ke lia tu kayak mau lompat dari gedung tingkat 50 gila aja. gak perlu dijelasin lah. terus selama satu bulan tu sakit gak berhenti-berenti. emang sih gak sampai dirawat tapi sakit aneh aja. yang batuk lah, sampai demam karna gatal gatal ntah itu alergi atau apa ntahlah -_- sempat juga kecelakaan jatoh keseempet. belum lagi yang terapi yang harus ritual tiap malam, ke pelalawan, belum lagi yang nangis jejeritan, suka ketawa sendiri tanpa sebab asli gak tau kenapa. ngena batin kali -_- kayak orang gila maret 2013 ni. kena batin sama fisik. terus semua orang datang aja........mendadak. tapi positifnya maret bulan banyak duit ckck =)) semuanya itu kayak udah tersusun rapi aja tertulis di atas lembaran kertas yang berjudul "takdir". sampai ngos-ngosan lah. ini yang orang sebut hidup penuh warna.

tapi, semua berubah ketika april menyerang.
seriously, habis yang kejar-kejaran kayak gitu semuanya berenti. kayak jam pasir udah kehabisan pasir. ulang lagi dari awal. udah lia kelas baru, jadi ya...yaudah. belajar. batre p selesai. mid selesai. udah gak ada terapi lagi, udah gak ada obat. asli ya selama satu bulan kemaren makan obat gak berhenti-berenti. udah gak jejeritan nangis atau ketawa ngakak lagi. semuanya pergi..............ntah kemana.
duit pun juga ngilang.
 INI AWAL BULAN DAN KITA GAK BERDUIT DAN INI "L-I-B-U-R-A-N"
 *mati*
langang
ini udah kayak hidup di dunia zombie. masuk kamar liat kaca ngomong sendiri ngakak sendiri nangis sendiri kemudian sadar sendiri kalau itu semua semu, maya, tidak nyata -_-

emang perputaran hidup ini ngenes. nyesek. terlalu rapi.
tapi gak apa....................... -_-

ya ini libur satu minggu, gak ngapa-ngapain. yaudah, hidup masih berjalan.
kayak kata pepatah "LIVE YOUR LIFE" haahaahaa -_-

teman teman sekalian para pembaca budiman, intinya....

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