ready?

 hello again,

i don't know what to say for real. i'm just tired with everything. i know exactly where to go, but all i know it's not a human being. as we all know we have one person or some people to be there. honestly, time flies and i still can't sleep well. 

i'm sick with you, and now i am really sick. 
i hope to meet the other you to stay again, because i really can't stay anymore.
you should know that, i'm no longer waiting or coming.
i won't listen, i won't be the old me.

a real goodbye? 
are you ready?
i'm ready now.

let's open the next door, the next chapter, and close completely this fucking crazy sweet love hate toxic and shitty thing. i hate this so much even tho i loved it too much.

i'm opening the new section for the new trilogy, oh really. seriously, deep down and finally you'll see. no, i will see that i'm more than what i hope or what i thought.

i have tasia in me, so if you won't leave, i will leave. i will leave. 

welcome this is going to be amazing, i know that. 

i love you, but i love me more.