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Tuesday, 17 November 2020

missing sparks

hai,
i'm sitting here from the sun shine right into my face, the bright will come in me but somehow this is too exhausting. 
i was being someone who is the one that i never know, a lot of things i want to do.
just eating delicious food might be do.

i know this life what i want since i run around the street not from life.
i'm having it now, it was fun.
now feels like they put things like a knife.
every ideas to end it, i was with the sun.

i met someone i thought might be the sun.
no, not this way he was just a moon.
we don't really need someone who has the gun.
at the end we will got shot, soon.

oh no, i was thinking about death again
life is too rough to stay in my mind
so if you hear me saying this
help me to checked all my list

i was taking care things at times
and still i have no idea where are those shines
see, the sparks again through the eyes
it was dark and i need a little cries

Wednesday, 30 September 2020

Nobody knows.

 HELLO THERE.

2020 is about to end soon, there are just lot things that i thought. but, a lil things happened recently.

time flies too fast, caused the pandemic. 

i've got like 2020 thoughts in my mind.

i hope this will be end soon, just like how my days end.

i've decided to stay focus. and just laugh it all.

i'm actually fucking lifeless. scared. and i wish you read this.

you were my mood. my laugh, and tears.

those bloods are gone, caused waiting too long.

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

Saturday, 29 August 2020

tragedy.

 tragedy always something happen being consi...


hah gatau lah.

capek koas.

padahal ini baru stase ke 5 rasa nya dah apnu.

anxietas depresi tiap bulan.

sedih x wak.


yaudalah. 

jalani aja.

semua ini.

fana.

lapar.

yaAllah.

lapar.

Wednesday, 29 July 2020

Friday, 22 May 2020

💔💔💔

hi, maybe this is the time for me already.
everybody deserve to get heartbroken, i thought i will never get this kind of feeling. but honestly, i ever asked myself before.."is it true? maybe i will get my heart broken, one day" and i was waiting for it.
didn't expect, didn't realize... 
i think i have a broken hearted now.

and it hurts so bad.

Saturday, 18 April 2020

the not fake me

hi, i am Tasia. as you already know, what is my name.

this is the life that i have and sometimes i am not the one that i recognize.
if you're not ready to know more about me, please i beg you not to read.

just stop here.

Tuesday, 7 April 2020

quarantine day 15?

hola!
pakabssss gaissshh, sekarang tu lagi pandemi covid 19.
hmmmmmmmmm yagitudeeeeee

kita tulis apa yaaaa
kek aku tidak ada inspirasi apapun buat menulis

aku pun tidak tidur tepat waktu
koas baru 3 stase
yaudah kita curhat aja lah ya

yuk ulangi

Thursday, 12 March 2020

lucunya hidup ini


hidup itu aneh gak sih.
kita punya goals saat kita punya harapan. dan kita juga gak tau apa itu prioritas kita.
seakan semuanya udah jadi prioritas.

kenapa sih lelah itu ada?
aku punya energi yang mungkin tidak cukup sedikit atau tidak cukup banyak.
ketika malam tiba, aku harap tidak ada pagi lagi.