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Saturday, 19 December 2015

not much

i really write about a lot of things, huh? feels like some part of myself begin to be deleted. i have nothing to say anymore. i have some, but not that much. i think i am already done with kind of those stuff. means, i am starting accepting any of that failure even succesful. i face my face better:)

i've learn how to be thanked.
i am not specialist on that, but at least i know how to start it.

Monday, 27 July 2015

Another Anew

it was tough enough to be on this far. but i've done with those tough and start another. begin harder. make it simpler. however, what i was doing and what i was thinking aren't true perfectly. i've become somebody start from the day i begin. i'm becoming your future medical-helper. wait me there, and see me waiting for the next stuff. give me more, take me more. life is beautiful.



HAVE FUN.



Monday, 25 May 2015

tough-life

I really want to finish this incredible-tough-choosing. I've had enough. Wish no more but i hope for my best. What ever will be just keep on my smile.

Sunday, 15 February 2015

'till the rest of my life

'till the rest of my life,
thankyou.

i remember when i was in depressed, i was so frustasted about something which i don't need to had been. i remember when every single words i said to a stranger seems like i told every in my mind and heart without considering. i remember when i lost in a depressing thinking alone all the matters. i remember when i thought no one would care even know what i am doing in this small room. when you even somebody inside the large room outside had no idea what i was doing. that was so embarassing?

i remember when every time i was thinking about something and fixed it all. i remember when i couldn't find a way out. i remember when i prefer believe a stranger rather the one live in the same house with me. and also i was so unconsidering, insane , psycho. nope.

but one day i just thought i can find the way out.
scream them all, shout it all.
say it, give it and share it.
i know what i want but not what i need.

then i realize, i need to show to see what i exactly need for life.

thank you age.
maturity helped me so well.

and here, i'm saying thankyou to whoever stranger helped me so well in that maturity.
i've grown it well, 'till the rest of my life........

whatever it takes

Once, it started when nobody around when i was checking out all of the fields and also i thought life is ended another life. it has its soul. one day, i was so confused about what i am saying. like whatever it takes. i am just saying. anything...

try to refresh something called weirdo, strange or you know a life that you never wish. in fact this is what you exactly need to be live with. so what else?

no more writting, no more thinking, no words no phrases.
i've been changed every single alphabet in my mind. and life is gonna show the new world.
welcome. welcome. welcome.
i'm on your waiting list......

right?