yes. breath just breathing while you can't breath however you still need to breath to remmber to catch to find. i just can't breath or sleep tonight. heart beats fast or slow. alone or together. it doesn't matter. i live for myself. i have my own stroy. my own way how to see this life. my own way how to learn. yes. it's not selfish. it's being myself while i think too much about others. yes. in the middle of the night, when i'm on that nightmare i just want to shout then call your name. i see that light, catching your feeling, read your mind. i know. it's absurd. but, it's meaningful.
it's about can't sleep or don't want to sleep. but the thing that i know just i need to sleep. and i need to make a writting so that i can sleep. well, i know you know we know. it's all just the same thing problem in life. yes. i'm just alone at all. and i'm feeling lonely. so do they. we're same. we're all human. we have same behavior. so? what? actually, i'm not alone. but i just did this all alone. yes. here.
i just don't want to think it too much. or just think it.
just forget, or clear up. for a week. knowing that i will be alone at all. i just found them. i just found that feels. then they just go. yes. this is great. it's how to learn. how to live the life how to being died in life. sometimes, i want to laugh out loud then i'll be crying. i'm feeling crazy :) but, it's okay. i enjoyed it. yes. i have to. right?
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