Tuesday, 17, DECEMBER, 2013

HEY PEOPLE!!

long time no see everybodeeh just like this.

i feel like i want to write again, just need to make all the things feel better.

well, it is 2013, and it's gonna be 2014. life. it's going too fast. i'm almost alive in this year. i have a lot of experiences, some troubles that can bring me to be just be right now!

by writing everything's gonna be alrigth. well, for me, writing is something when you think about some words to be a sentence 'till you make it become a paragraph. you just made it all. and you like that way. that's for me, how about you? i just wrote every words and sentences i'd like to write. in fact, you can't blame me. this is my way to tell people about the world.

well, let me tell you a thing about what i want to tell you.

WE ALL ARE DIFFERENT.

there is no personal. that thing just came out to my mind, and that's gonna be our topic this night.

difference.

the differences between us, human, are so many things. there are girls, boys. kids, adult, teenager. i am a teenager. and we, as a teenager learn so many things at this age. i learned to respect, to be brave, to ready, to be wise, to love. wkwklol

=)

well, in differences, there are bad and good thing.

i am different with you. you are different with me. so? hah. i don't know what i am talking about.

but, many people think that life's gonna be end someday. and that is true.

so, why should we're still arguing about the differences between us? we're all gonna die. face it.

face the differences between the more and the less. we never know about what'll happens in the future. but, we all know, that death will come to see us. 

SO, WHY DON'T YOU JUST HAVING FUN WITH THAT DIFFERENCES? 

WE LOVE THAT DIFFERENCES THINGS =)

WE CAN MADE IT FUN.

at least, i have a sentence to you :

"DON'T WAIT FOR A PERFECT MOMENT, BUT TAKE THE MOMENT AND MAKE IT PERFECT" =)

have a nice day, people~~

THURSDAY, 13, JUNE, 2013

OKAY. EXAMINATION IS A HORRIBLE THING EVER! :') 

gini, jadi tu ya saya adalah siswi man 2 model pekanbaru dan berkelaskan X IPA 2 yang katanya gak jadi berjurusan kelas satu semester dua ini, jadi berubah nama jadi X.2. bukan masalah nama kelas nya apa atau bagaimana. masalahnya, kami tetep belajar ips. ya...TETAP BELAJAR MATA PELAJARAN IPS!!!! =')

bukan masalah sih waktu belajarnya.....gak masalah sama sekali :') tapi.....sekali lagi saya bilang saya bersekolah di man. MADRASAH ALIYAH NEGERI. gilak, itu mata pelajarannya BANYAK. mata pelajaran agama.......nya. belum lagi KAMI ALIAN "SAYA" yang masih kelas satu yang masih bayang-bayang ipa harus belajar mata pelajaran ipa dan ips. bukan masalah belajarnya....UJIAN nya :)

IYA. jadi anak SMA lainnya ujian dari senin sampai sabtu. kami dari rabu sampai sabtu depannya lagi :) SEMBILANBELASMATAPELAJARAN ujian dalam waktu SEMBILAN HARI. okeh. 

sekarang saya sedang memberontak. iya berontak...

B-E-R-O-N-T-A-K

berontak gak belajar di hari-hari terakhir menjelang selesainya horrbile thing ini.

:)

BUAHAHAHAHAHA :'D

"when all the things feel fall apart, just laugh."  

- Tasia Rozakiah L

Saturday, 13 april 2013

Dear my smile,

okay. ini gue dan liburan.    
mungkin beberapa orang bakal teriak riang dengar kata liburan atau ada yang langsung lemas. tapi sebenarya liburan itu sesuatu yang abstrak. bisa jadi hari ini lemes atau besok seneng. kan abstrak kan? yaudahlah gak usah dibawa susah. selow bro. jadi gini, saya perjelas.
ini liburan dan kita gak ke sekolah. yaudah. yaaauuddaaaaaah terus kenapa?

ni ya sampai ada baca berita seorang anak membunuh ibunya karena gak di ajak liburan? gila nih anak. gak etis. terus kalo gak liburan kenapa??? lo bakal mati terus lo bunuh mak lo? nyesal kan? mau nangis kan? nah tu... kasian....
kadang remaja labil zaman sekarang tingkat kelabilanya melebihi batas alay.

ini udah di luar batas rasional. kita butuh keadilan. kita butuh kebahagiaan. hidup emang berputar. kayak gue aja ya bulan lalu masalah tu datang bertubi-tubi, kegiatan kejar-kejaran semuanya. kayak yang sibuk kegiatan disekolah lah, batre p, belum lagi kalo mau les ke lia tu kayak mau lompat dari gedung tingkat 50 gila aja. gak perlu dijelasin lah. terus selama satu bulan tu sakit gak berhenti-berenti. emang sih gak sampai dirawat tapi sakit aneh aja. yang batuk lah, sampai demam karna gatal gatal ntah itu alergi atau apa ntahlah -_- sempat juga kecelakaan jatoh keseempet. belum lagi yang terapi yang harus ritual tiap malam, ke pelalawan, belum lagi yang nangis jejeritan, suka ketawa sendiri tanpa sebab asli gak tau kenapa. ngena batin kali -_- kayak orang gila maret 2013 ni. kena batin sama fisik. terus semua orang datang aja........mendadak. tapi positifnya maret bulan banyak duit ckck =)) semuanya itu kayak udah tersusun rapi aja tertulis di atas lembaran kertas yang berjudul "takdir". sampai ngos-ngosan lah. ini yang orang sebut hidup penuh warna.

tapi, semua berubah ketika april menyerang.
seriously, habis yang kejar-kejaran kayak gitu semuanya berenti. kayak jam pasir udah kehabisan pasir. ulang lagi dari awal. udah lia kelas baru, jadi ya...yaudah. belajar. batre p selesai. mid selesai. udah gak ada terapi lagi, udah gak ada obat. asli ya selama satu bulan kemaren makan obat gak berhenti-berenti. udah gak jejeritan nangis atau ketawa ngakak lagi. semuanya pergi..............ntah kemana.
duit pun juga ngilang.
 INI AWAL BULAN DAN KITA GAK BERDUIT DAN INI "L-I-B-U-R-A-N"
 *mati*
langang
ini udah kayak hidup di dunia zombie. masuk kamar liat kaca ngomong sendiri ngakak sendiri nangis sendiri kemudian sadar sendiri kalau itu semua semu, maya, tidak nyata -_-

emang perputaran hidup ini ngenes. nyesek. terlalu rapi.
tapi gak apa....................... -_-

ya ini libur satu minggu, gak ngapa-ngapain. yaudah, hidup masih berjalan.
kayak kata pepatah "LIVE YOUR LIFE" haahaahaa -_-

teman teman sekalian para pembaca budiman, intinya....

HIDUP ITU BERPUTAR....

DAN TETAP BERSYUKUR...

Friday, 8 March 2013

yes. breath just breathing while you can't breath however you still need to breath to remmber to catch to find. i just can't breath or sleep tonight. heart beats fast or slow. alone or together. it doesn't matter. i live for myself. i have my own stroy. my own way how to see this life. my own way how to learn. yes. it's not selfish. it's being myself while i think too much about others. yes. in the middle of the night, when i'm on that nightmare i just want to shout then call your name. i see that light, catching your feeling, read your mind. i know. it's absurd. but, it's meaningful. 

it's about can't sleep or don't want to sleep. but the thing that i know just i need to sleep. and i need to make a writting so that i can sleep. well, i know you know we know. it's all just the same thing problem in life. yes. i'm just alone at all. and i'm feeling lonely. so do they. we're same. we're all human. we have same behavior. so? what? actually, i'm not alone. but i just did this all alone. yes. here.

i just don't want to think it too much. or just think it. 

just forget, or clear up. for a week. knowing that i will be alone at all. i just found them. i just found that feels. then they just go. yes. this is great. it's how to learn. how to live the life how to being died in life. sometimes, i want to laugh out loud then i'll be crying. i'm feeling crazy :) but, it's okay. i enjoyed it. yes. i have to. right?

:))))))

Tuesday, March 5 2013

DEAR MY SMILE :'),

well, life is searching me or i'm searchin a good life? who cares? we're talking about life now. yes. i'm just gonna talking about my life. who cares? i mean, wether i'm happy or unhappy who cares? 

we met each other, making some converstion, then being a good friend, finally we'll call it a best friend. we never know what will happen in future, you just do the thing that you want to do. yes. ignore this epilog. i mean, life is wonderful. it's better than never been alived. don't have soul. never feel the freedom. it's just such a bad thing. it's better than the death. i mean, whoever feeling dead? do you know how it feels? can't walk, can't speak, yeah something like that.

i just started everything with the steps, who cares. i just found something new last day. i learned it. i mean, who cares -__- 

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