any.

here we go again, another very deep breath that i'm about to release, another day that will keep spinning my head. when i was 14, things feel different. i don't really smile when i am alone, since. 

days are so weird. i was so happy, but at the end of the day i just can't breath.

no one ever really ask me how am i doing with life, will i ever be the same like they ever see. honestly, i don't know. i just want to sleep all day, i don't want to continue any of this. 

just take me away.

anyone, or anything.

im such a jerk

 i am such a jerk.

i know that from the begining i was born. like i was fully awake and aware when i was baby lol
anyway, it's been years i've been living in this world, but all i can do is nothing.

my family is not such a very rich family, but we actually enough for everything, just enough. not more, not less. but still i'm just one of the kid that is useless. exactly guys. life is tough.

maybe, just maybe no judging judging, i should've just be gone, for ever. then maybe everything will be better. that kind of thought is always be there. 

but i love me. everything i have and will have. however sometimes, i better just go.