Stay.

One day when you just found your other side of life and you know it is you. When you found your soulmate, but you know you will never have any chance to touch more than what you can now. And you chose to stay, and let it fly and miss the other chance. You skipped again, the other big chance and when you know maybe this is it. But, you know you don't want a big risk. You already feeling too good to stay. And maybe you just don't realize, it will be way better to take the risk. But still, i was living for only one rule. And i let someone to had it before i expect what will happen. Someone who is lovely and wonderful. I just can't touch more than this. Yeah, i am just staying. And pretend it will be end, at last. I will clear it all and let it stay only as a soulmate. Because, a wise woman said to me "We only have one soulmate, one lover, and one life at once".

And here it is. I am pouring this all from a heart of mine to this very random paper, for truly trying to fading out how's the way i've been feeling.

Thank you, for emotions. And please forgive me, for this.

Someone else,

Myself

SOME.

some are pretty
some are just good
some other time when you realize
some just telling you the lie
some facts might see you inside
some shits kills your inner

in other occasion, some light might be blackout
some of you never try to get in to dermis
some of us know what is it means
some of them keep listening words of empty lyrics

sometimes, we need to cry
out and loud.

sometimes, life is too being out of control
and some of us just keep complaining

sometimes, you've got one thing and thought it will be last forever
but some thought might be wrong

there is always times, when you're entering the whole new level of live
when you feeling deep down depressed and missing.

some might see the meaningless.
wishing suddenly, it will be gone and fade out.

some needs more than just what it is.
calling hope.
and forgiveness.

and last,
bring it back, bring it back, don't take it away from me..

sincerely,

fragiled me