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Thursday, 24 November 2016

Weakness

Weakness? let me see.. do you have any thing that you afraid of?
some of you might answers things sounds like a phobia to some weird things or animals, but now that is not what i am going to talk about.

i am talking about a weakness.
we all are human ofcourse have at least one positif and one negatif thing from us. no matter if you are a queen or a king, a president or a major, a giver or a taker, an unemployee or an employee, anyone who has soul. we all are the same. but what is your greatest weakness?

yes, what is your best personality and what is your weakness?
those questions is not so unfamiliar for us to be heard. this question is usually asked in an interview.
and why do they like to ask us what's our best and worse? for me, they want us to know if we know ourself really good or even we don't even recognize ourself.
so please...analyze what you hide inside.

most of us have no idea what is inside us, hiding in our soul. but here's i let you to think it more, to know yourself more, to make everything possible. so you will know what to do even you have no plan for it.

..and today i just figured out my greatestweakness here.
maybe we all have this, and hate to be in this situation, but me.. i just can't handle it, ALONE.

for me...i am afraid of MISTAKE.
i don't like to be failed, althought old people said "failure is the success of delayed"
SHUT UP PEOPLE!
really? i mean, why should we fail if we want to success, to feel the suffer?
well, anywords you could say but i am afraid of that.
i am afraid with a lot of thing.
i am afraid of starting the new thing.
i am afraid that i can't handle it.
i am afraid i'm not gonna make it.
i am even not really sure if i could be a doctor.
the point is, i have less confident. i am not a brave person.
like some heroes in your favorite movies, they're all brave which is minus in my personality
that's just make sense why i will never be able to be in gryffindor.

wkwk
okay, but this whole phobia that i have should not be my excuse to run away.
i have to face it, even i hate to face it.
now i just realize why i love to use words  "i have to face it"
i was too afraid if i can't face it. so i say it to myself over and over again, so i will convince..

that i can make it.


really...

and that's how i end this short random-paragraph
today's incidence just help me to figure out what i really need to consider, control and be friendly with it.
so that is my weakness,

What's yours?

good luck.